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[04 Jun 2006|07:39pm]

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[02 Jun 2006|06:20pm]
continuation of the last post, i had to look up the lyrics from the senior video that made me cry uncontrollably and here they are

Is our time gone forever? Nothing else seems to matter Sitting to watch the sun die Goodbye Feeling uninspired Left alone and tired Waking up to nothing I need something I can't say goodbye forever But I'll say goodbye for now This time, like last time It's over I'm leaving this behind The walls are closing in now I'm walking through it somehow Waking up with nothing Give me something I've lost all sense of meaning Staring at the ceiling No longer believing everything I can't say goodbye forever But I'll say goodbye for now This time, like last time It's over I'm leaving this behind I can't stand another day without you But I have to walk away Infatuation's got me going crazy Desperation makes me stay I'm leaving this behind This time, like last time It's over I'm leaving this behind I've taken all that I can take So I'm leaving this behind I'm leaving this behind
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[01 Jun 2006|11:36pm]
I'm so emotional right now, so I decided to write this and maybe I'll send it to a few of you via im that aren't on my friends list because I want people to read it. I guess this is all the things that I need to say, before it’s too late. Tonight was the thespian dinner and all was going jolly and merry and I was smiling and laughing and having a good time. Then came the senior video. As the whole video played I thought about how much I wished I had been there the whole time, about how unfair it is that I only got to spend one year with you all. Then, when the senior year part came...I lost it. I was pretty much hysterical...as I am right now. You all don't understand how much drama has come to mean to me in the past year. I went through such a rough time in my life right before I came to Calhoun, so when I started at Calhoun there was worry that I would fall back into the state I had been in. Drama was what kept me out of it. It was you all that kept me happy. Sure, I wasn't the best with hours and I didn't hand in all my work but I got to know all of you and it was just hanging around after school till 6pm that made me 10 million times better than I was the year before. I hate that I missed out on three years with you all. I hate it more than anything in the world. I hate that we all are leaving this place when I have just learned to call it my home, to call you all my family. When I look back on my high school life, this year has honestly been the only truly positive year I’ve ever had. This year gave me hope that I was in fact going to be okay. Yes, I did come from a prestigious drama program over at Holy Trinity, but none of the people I befriended in that program were anything like all of you. I could go on and on about all the traits you all have but you’ve heard it tons of times before because you tell each other constantly and that is another great thing. This program is such a support system. They say everything happens for a reason but I wish there was a reason great enough for me to have started at Calhoun in my freshman year. Maybe the dynamics would have been different, maybe I appreciate this more now. I just want to let you all know that when I look back on my life when I am 40 or 50 and 60 and I think back to my high school years…I will think to on tour and how I wouldn’t have made it through a day without you guys, how you all truly saved me. even if you have no clue.
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